sun, white clouds, sun, white clouds

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Felt a lot better today, we were asleep before it was light and awake before half ten probably helped. Game time with the lad who had been giving us too much attitude helped to. Can't believe the weather forecast. Bugged that the lots of smoking and drinking in it is on hold for financial reasons. Finished the hash a few hours ago. Hope we don't get too miserable without it. We can get dudes assistance with the watering, its too beautiful out there for us to let it all dry out. Proper glue should be arriving tomorrow and I'm sure we will manage to put up a window or two. Maybe the wall bracket .. Owly does look amazing up there. We will have wine left over from today to and really have to not spend whatever is there on sunny beautiful garden booze. Its been nice lots and will be nice we can go a few days without beer, or pink wine rather than go through Monday and the weekend without baccy or milk or some shit. We were doing okay but the gardener dudes were round doing next door and offered to my hedge as well for much less than the stupid money they usually take and we agreed because we are all in love with our garden and don't want to exhaust ourself by attempting to keep it back with shears.

Did take the secetures a bit that has been bugging us after they had been. Guy said it needed a chainsaw .. Noo bypass secetures its just a wee area.

Its gonna be alright me and pabs are not going to be left here alone forever. There shall be hugs. There will be health care. There will be conversations. It will be okay and safe to just sleep.

 We maybe put this up already. Its from the 1st. Went a whole day today without taking more pics.. Better take more tomorrow. The buddleia is preflowering. The pinks have started too. Its shitty not having more people to share it with other than the mostly indifferent adolescent. Lots more weeks of flowers ahead to make us smile and feel glad at least though.



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