will excess thumb twiddling aggrevate the old torture injures in our hands?

We felt okay when we woke up. Little and cozy and okay. We can't really stay like that for long though the loneliness scares her and there is always stuff we need to do for pabs, cooking cleaning and stuff. Hot today. We only spent a little time in it but more time in the shade just looking at everything. The glue arrived its a nightmare to use without a pusher trigger thing I bet Laura had one but it will either be chucked or we will never find it unless we are hunting for something else. Gave ourself a sore neck attempting to use it to put the bracket up. We should never of started but it will be too hot during the day tomorrow. We couldn't give up on it and eventually went back to the cheap no more nails stuff because its filler like which is handy with all the tiny little stones stuck to the wall. It is or at least was up. It might not actually manage to hold any weight though we will leave it until tomorrow night to test it and hopefully will not start the whole process of again if it fails.

Maybe just use the PVA for the windows. If it dries a bit before we try and put things up it will probably work. That means waiting. If we have a task on hand we shouldn't have to wait, is how we seem to respond to jobs that require waiting. No wonder I guess. What with all the lonely boring terrifying heartbreaking waiting we do.

Checked it this morning and its still up but not particularly secure. Will test it later but don't think it will hold Owly's weight. Maybe try another time after properly filling the wall, then waiting for it to dry and then try the glue..

Waking up and getting up does make us feel much better for a while. But then choice of house work or tablet games and no one to reach out to gets us down. Dude is getting into Marvel unavoidable in current circumstances but honesty most of it disgusts, angers and triggers us worse than Harry fucking Potter. As usual of course without cannabis cushioning its unbearable. He mentioned yesterday about Shrek being Scottish and we said something about grumpy ogre Scots being a bit of a stereotype and he said Scottish people were not like that and were mostly all nice.. He's almost eleven that level of denial is of course something the Fasc everywhere have worked hard for and there is more consensus among them on that there they could get on when and how to kill him.

Very few males conceived in Jewish breeders make it out of the womb or infancy alive but the few that do must be permanently dissociated, must be uneducated, subjected to constant misognositic propaganda and must never have any meaningful understanding of where they come from, where they are and how everyone feels about them and their mothers. They are weapons against their mothers, they are tools of patriarchy. He is ours though and that means there is more factors involved that any Satanic Fascist or Fascist tool could ever figure. Its not like he could ever be Nathan.


Made some instant noodles like Blue Dragon used to make them, with Chinese spices and chilli flakes, add a wee bit of sesame oil and most cheap instant chicken noodles become actually quite so tasty. Ate them outside coz its lovely out there and the kitchen isn't. Couldn't resisted testing out Owly..


She was up there for about half an hour.. Then it failed. The braked is too long, the wall too stoney and us to short on patience. Ah well.

The clematis in the cone thing is soo fucking spectacular. Its impossible to not be cheered up by it and we got motivated to do some feeding because of it, the noodles and the short term success with Owly and the wall. We are out of plant food now until next week when we will have money again so we won't be able to should ourself over it, and then shouldn't ourself because our hands get sore. Definitely gonna go for a hose attactment/slow release anything that makes it easier next time. 



Don't know how long she can stay there either coz of the big dumb sunflower in a really dumb place. 

Hugs. Need hugs. And help with everything.  Fairies are not happy that their windows have been painted but not put up yet. No point asking Pabs he's currently inside his duvet cover with his arms inside and the buttons done, chuckling at a video of privileged wanks playing board games after turning down our board game offer. :-/




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