been worse

Hi.

With all the sorting out, moving around and getting of new shit Laura's painting has ended up on a wall almost by itself and it looks right. The stupid giant dresser is still around making every around it a hassle. We are going to have to get that thing out of here by our self, down that narrow staircase. Then the short distance to the kerb. It might not be impossible to get help in that area and are beginning to accept the possibility that it is impossible without. The new bedside table here and its the same height as the bed and making us feel like a grown up. It's very gorgeous if we can get the giant dresser out we might get something else of the same or similar range. So still a sucker for wicker baskets in small simple wood frames. This has a little drawer.. and a pattern on the basket linning.

the kitchen the kitchen. It's really a cool place to be now and the little padded chair is something we should of thought to get ourself long before now and we would then forget couldnt maintain the grownup thinking of own physical care comfort thing up for long. Really looking forward to painting over the big stains where tea bags propelled at rubbish bags on the floor and missed their marks badly but not feeling all anxious that it must be done now. There is paint for is and the bathroom tiles here on the way. Little  jobs that we can do without making our health way worse can we done and cleaned up in short peroids of time.

We have personalised the home screen of our miniputer.

It can be confirmed that a reasonable portion of the pictures taken on my phone are now also on here. I believe..



There's been a thing sometimes with people not feeling like there moved in properly until they have changed or put in new lampshades for the overhead lights. We really didn't care or notice them until recently. A monthish from now and it will be a year. Looking at photos from before was difficult. We could feel the pain again and the all weight of everything and everyone that had or would ever hurt us never got lighter. We get chills sometimes of the 'but what if's, what if we lost all this but they are expected and hurting less.




 started the new best colouring book with watercolour pens..


















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