sunday evening
It's a real pleasant Sunday feeling. Did some bird watching, ate noodles and watched some Bob's Burgers with Junior and the newly moved about living room. Eventually got round to putting Spotify on the xbox so now we have our tunes from the old Dell speakers just came out the shower and it's good. We are using this room more now after we maneuvered the eating table out of my bedroom into the small tv/family room. It's tight but the window faces no street light so we get a strip of evening sky with chimney pots above some buildings and our little haven in the shared garden. Nice to have to space back in my room to.
Hope we are in the mood to a little work out there tomorrow. Then we can just watch the stuff in little pots get stronger and plant them out where and when We feel like. Also we spent more flippin more bloody money on it. Lights, coz they are super cute to look out into and a pair of flippin fairy windows for the stump. Holidays soon means food vouchers and there is tesco vouchers so hopefully no serious privations in mid June. Especially since the booze budget is not going to be nothing it will be a sensible and medically beneficial something.
It's always a rough patch going from being deeply uncertain and ambivalent about the deal with myself and Trevor Nelson and Pete Tong, to being very wrong to starting to have a pretty good idea. Getting to a place when We are strong enough to admit that the physical and emotional shock, the constant fluctuations in stress is the truth.
Comes with good truths too though.
miss you
