Thursday

 The home and garden near misses,  the abuses, the little messages and triggers from slavers via neighbors since moving here are hitting us increasingly hard. A woman asking what Junior was saying as we collapsed outside the hospital. At least We think it was outside the hospital because we remember a nurse saying she couldn't help but there was others disagreeing. He was saying he ate scones. Scoffed about one and half down before We could say anything. Didn't mean We should also have eaten one. There was no gag reflex at first when stuck our fingers down his throat. Can't remember much about what happened next and nothing about the day's after, someone stuck their fingers done our throat, passing out We wrapped ourself around him and someone tried to separate us until someone else stopped them. Another time a bunch of guys got up the stairs and We screamed at him to hide. A big lad, in a tiny flat. He curled up by the side of the sofa, clearly visible. We got there in time. Two or three corpses Junior helped us drag down the stairs. Think he was glad to be included We shut him out so much. Two or three got away but other people got them. When the scone lady came out to complain about the racket of corpses being dragged down stairs We asked if she could identify them.

We slapped and threatened one of the old guys around told him to leave our stuff alone and couldn't bring ourself to tell him to cut out the verbal abuse of Junior when We weren't around. Other people did though. And We probably did to We just can't remember.

Then there's all the shit from various members of another family. There's been support and shock from locals too though, genuine not like Scotland. As usual a accurate timeline of it all is not something our mind is currently keen to share. 

Plenty evil apparatus destroyed, plenty more damage to us.

Gardening on hold what with pain, hormone, THC and recall levels. Put out some towels to dry though and can't not have a look around. These are from yesterday during a break from Cugar Town to drink wine in the sunshine.