Waiting to be brain damaged

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 How many times have We been hit from the downstairs flat? Twice? Twice a year? How often they hitting Junior? How often have We been told 'never again'? Is there equipment there right now? Who could We trust to tell us that? The cracked concrete has been pressure washed again. As you do. If We could We would search the flat but We would much prefer to live somewhere safer rather than wait around to have our memory and sense of self annihilated. What's gonna trigger it this time. Something here? Garden photos? Some thing happening somewhere else? What there almost definitely wont be any curled up in a weeping ball with Junior while Tutrullo gets it on with whatever fascist sex worker he fancies. Because I am still not up for pretending slavery, extreme surveillance and consensual sex can mix. Think We are less at risk from other Trump et als. whoop. 'less risk'. Royal family? fuck knows. Me and junior are here without obvious support of any kind and the UK is still a monarchy so usual extreme constant risk levels there. And all the industries are still massive and industrial.

We tweeted pics of DNA results. Back in Dundee? Shit will get shut down for that. Truth getting out is only thing that slows is down. It's brief of course but it's important people know they don't care about keep everything hidden as they are about keeping things going. Of course if you know and your a position of power and you think we are 'safe' where we are then none of the grooming is going to work because We know you know. That makes us feel a bit safer. Just not from tech of course. Probably more at risk because of it and our lost tolerance for pretending the grooming and the promises of home, healthcare, education are reaching their mark.

I really hope We put something in place to be triggered by the next attack. I hope it's fucking massive and no I dont understand why We can't preempt it. Words like 'proportional'  are utterly meaningless.


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