Asda showed up today when we at shop but left boy coz he wasn’t feeling well. We got two of a few essentials now, butter, honey, pads, milk, bread..
Maybe shouldnt have drank wine feeling all ik. So much so unfair. Just so much horribleness that people just think its normal and isnt worth trying to change. We gotta fight for our basics but no pushing ourself is gonna make us less alone and that really really hurts.
Nice room just makes us angry and sorry we cant more good things for child/children. Will try not sleep all day tomorrow will do a call we need to do, maybe two and maybe walk it always makes us feel better to be outside, it often doesnt last but still a bit of feeling happier is a lot better than none. Want what we need to help us work through things, excercise and feel better. Also really want a hug or hand to hold. Reminded ourself when thinking bout how to explain things to docs, was only end of last year we got away from rings being so near, knowing where we were, keeping everything horrible for us. So many years lost to enslavement and trying to survive or get out from under it all. Thats not long. We doing reslly fucking well. Wish i could talk to mes to they miss and i miss them to and other people. I need the necessary help with that so soon.
Maybe shouldnt have drank wine feeling all ik. So much so unfair. Just so much horribleness that people just think its normal and isnt worth trying to change. We gotta fight for our basics but no pushing ourself is gonna make us less alone and that really really hurts.
Nice room just makes us angry and sorry we cant more good things for child/children. Will try not sleep all day tomorrow will do a call we need to do, maybe two and maybe walk it always makes us feel better to be outside, it often doesnt last but still a bit of feeling happier is a lot better than none. Want what we need to help us work through things, excercise and feel better. Also really want a hug or hand to hold. Reminded ourself when thinking bout how to explain things to docs, was only end of last year we got away from rings being so near, knowing where we were, keeping everything horrible for us. So many years lost to enslavement and trying to survive or get out from under it all. Thats not long. We doing reslly fucking well. Wish i could talk to mes to they miss and i miss them to and other people. I need the necessary help with that so soon.
