Garden smiles and triggers
It gets a lot more light than we thought. Haven't taken any before shots but pretty sure the letting agency has. Just be clearing and chopping back stuff like the prickly evergreen tree that was making half the washing line unusable and starting to clear the years of bird planted shrubs, think most of it is some kind of broom. One in particular is seriously daunting, like its been there decades. We got a saw, we got choppers we got a digging fork will definitely be giving it a go, whilst not overdoing it.. Of course.
Also need to not spend all the money in a couple of days. Dude needs stuff and I left it too late to get a garden waste bin for free and will now have to spend £40 on it :-(. There is fuck all else I can do with all, there is already at least a bins worth piled up. Usual all excited with the possibilities and outsideness bugged about the budget and now that I'm inside and tired the awfulness and horrors of all the years in Rotty and what Laura and Margo were put through to in their last years is coming back and getting to us pretty bad.
Slept last night though, before midnight and have been doing the doctor prescribed exercises to help with our knees and some other ones to help with our everything else, especially the twinges in our hips, elbows and the aches in our ankles. Think I've gotta nap now though.. After peeing again of course..
Gardening without hate, rape and murder gloating and threats.. Wow. Summer without extreme dissociation and switching. Well done me.
Also need to not spend all the money in a couple of days. Dude needs stuff and I left it too late to get a garden waste bin for free and will now have to spend £40 on it :-(. There is fuck all else I can do with all, there is already at least a bins worth piled up. Usual all excited with the possibilities and outsideness bugged about the budget and now that I'm inside and tired the awfulness and horrors of all the years in Rotty and what Laura and Margo were put through to in their last years is coming back and getting to us pretty bad.
Slept last night though, before midnight and have been doing the doctor prescribed exercises to help with our knees and some other ones to help with our everything else, especially the twinges in our hips, elbows and the aches in our ankles. Think I've gotta nap now though.. After peeing again of course..
Gardening without hate, rape and murder gloating and threats.. Wow. Summer without extreme dissociation and switching. Well done me.
