can't we just stay asleep until you get back?
Missing ma peoples too much today to feel better just because they exist somewhere and love me. They are working to get me and our junior lectural in gaming out, to get us safe, with health care and education and friends and everything. Just gotta keep holding on. My Dad, my Gran all my fabulous and diverse children and all my best friends and their families and all the people we evacuated and their people have worked and lost too much to give up now. There is no science for this to be pernament anymore than there is any science for us to be ourself and feel good where we are.
Been taken the pill at random times of day and that's probably contributed to bleeding and aching. Not as bad as our tumbs and wrists though. Putting the support glove on our right hand had us in tears for a little bit. Made some headway with the dishes then dirtied them again with old el paso for tea and of course the activity and holding heavy things has made them worse. We love our big mugs of tea but maybe we should invest in a lighter plastic mug. :-( We have rubbed in some voltarole, took swallowable ibuprofen to because we have just eaten a big meal and that's the only time our stomach can tolerate it and took our second dose of cocodamal of the day. There isn't anything else we can do at the moment for them. Thankfully no texts about weed to test our resolve but sadly no contact from people who havent done horrific bad shit to be granted the great and lofty privilege of selling drugs either.
Breakfast and lunch are just not happening at the much moment unless we havent slept all night then dude gets a cooked breakfast but we are cooking about every second day with snacks and leftovers for us both on the days in between. Kitchen work bugs but its not as bad as it was a couple of years ago when we were smashing dishes out of fury, frustration, heartbreak and so we didn't have to wash them. Blasting some Nirvana helped today rather than smashing shit. Progress.
Got lovely clean bedding on the line but the thought of taking them in and changing our sweat soaked baccy strewn bedding has us wincing and blubby so it will have to wait. We will at least manage to take them in so they don't get rained on. Hopefully in a bit we will manage to change the bedding without too much discomfort and go in the shower. Clean bedding, clean body makes anyone feel better.
Been taken the pill at random times of day and that's probably contributed to bleeding and aching. Not as bad as our tumbs and wrists though. Putting the support glove on our right hand had us in tears for a little bit. Made some headway with the dishes then dirtied them again with old el paso for tea and of course the activity and holding heavy things has made them worse. We love our big mugs of tea but maybe we should invest in a lighter plastic mug. :-( We have rubbed in some voltarole, took swallowable ibuprofen to because we have just eaten a big meal and that's the only time our stomach can tolerate it and took our second dose of cocodamal of the day. There isn't anything else we can do at the moment for them. Thankfully no texts about weed to test our resolve but sadly no contact from people who havent done horrific bad shit to be granted the great and lofty privilege of selling drugs either.
Breakfast and lunch are just not happening at the much moment unless we havent slept all night then dude gets a cooked breakfast but we are cooking about every second day with snacks and leftovers for us both on the days in between. Kitchen work bugs but its not as bad as it was a couple of years ago when we were smashing dishes out of fury, frustration, heartbreak and so we didn't have to wash them. Blasting some Nirvana helped today rather than smashing shit. Progress.
Got lovely clean bedding on the line but the thought of taking them in and changing our sweat soaked baccy strewn bedding has us wincing and blubby so it will have to wait. We will at least manage to take them in so they don't get rained on. Hopefully in a bit we will manage to change the bedding without too much discomfort and go in the shower. Clean bedding, clean body makes anyone feel better.
