respect

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Its got to us. The "my nice new teacher knows Grandad Bill and its okay" shit. Can't tell if the memories we have of being told the same shit and not saying much in response but saying something about there not being ongoing contact and our health needs that to continue. Maybe a bit more.. Don't know if that's a real conventionally recorded incident from the last meeting with the school or just some abusive programming. We were definitely told they had heatd Pablo's father might be paying for his school meals when we first got there.. Lots of artwork about the school's values about the place.. "Respect"..

We are so sick of living dissociated, in fear and in pernament disgust at it all. The only formal education he's ever had has been from a system designed to deny and annihilate him, from individuals that support child rape, kidnappings, slaughter and then of course there is the healthcare situation. And the police and their anti hate crime posters who are still in charge of the destruction and murder of anyone and anything that might one day be a bit left wing. Police against reasonable working conditions for the police..

Run everything and anything that might help Oogle.

Its sunny and we got fairy garden work we could be doing but are too sickened to move. How can people just let's it all happen? How can they let it continue? Are they really all that dehumanised and stupid? I want a home Oogle and we don't give a fuck where. 

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