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Thankful for the cloud cover and the coolness. Its supposed to brighten up later and that to will also be cool. Legs and the rest of us well aware that we did loads of watering and feeding yesterday. Hands are okay though, we only used big watering can on the big things and never tried to carry it around full, used it to fill the little one the rest of the time. Dreams so horrible and Lynny they had us reaching for the codiene first thing. Chilling in doors without worrying things may be drying out and piggy definitely will be if I don't move her is fine for now. Little things have arrived. The glitter nail polish has arrived to but we want some solid colour on some of them. Found a couple of other colours in the house so can do some of them. Gonna be really hard deciding where to put things. Checked out the folk who where selling them and wished we hadn't, tempted by the sign posts and the pub but very much put off by the "free Tommy Robinson" shit and Fascist C...

Some a.m shots today. Couldn't sleep and had agreed to sign some stuff up at school. Went for a short walk after, we haven't in ages and it was hot, etc came home to our little paradise. Fridge full and cold! Xx After our nap we wondered outside to find the honeysuckle definitely flowering. Gave us the motivation we needed to water and feed and then water because we hadn't enough before and give some more feed. Think we got everthing. Loving it. Might not like much but its quite something to finally see it..came so close before. Here's to you sight and smell of flowering honeysuckle! :-D 

I'm being a sensible girl and staying out of the mid day sun. As it midsummer and sunny, we are susceptible to migraines and we will end up pottering and both our hands are bitching quite badly.. Got lovely pink compression gloves on the way and some pretty solid intentions to get advice. Its unlikely to disappear and get better all by itself. Highly unlikely. Impossible even. That night after our last post ended up being not so bad. We spent hours looking at fairies and pixes and elves on Amazon. Ordered a set of windows and glittery nail polish to decorate them. And another teeny door. And some pants. And some better glue to stick stuff to the outside walls. All those stupid little stones and a lack of patience make for a tricky job. The little plastic led latern is still up though. Reasonably prepared for the first week of the hols got asda two weeks in a row so good for food. We've made it okay that we won't be going out or away much as best we can. Its a p...

Stupid tablet is being a dick so we are are attempting to write this on the stupid ickle phone. Hate u Apple et al no one Earth might give a fuck about how and where Earth tech comes from but we got fairly comprehensive study of slavery and fascism on Earth out and that includes yourselves of course, our mothers where very proud and relieved we could carry on their work. Stupidly burned my back yesterday by sunbathing on our front without anyone to put sunscreen there. There is a patch of non red skin that is almost hand shaped as it was as far as we could reach. Dumbass. Stupid hand is getting pretty bad so feeding the flowers we missed last night. Holding a mug of tea is uncomfortable so wandering about with and lifting a big ass watering can is not a good idea. On the non dumbass front think we have treated a headache and stopped it from becoming anything worse. We check the weather a lot so there is plenty sunshine coming we dont need to grab every second of it we can. It wasn...

We really really really don't want to be running out of cannabis. We have. The guys car is off the road and its crazy expensive anyway. Sixty quid for a half oz and its lasting us three days its so mild. Fell back to sleep after lad went off to school and got nitemared pretty bad we still had a little left then though. Hate being post nightmare without cannabis. Mostly hate being without cannabis but the pain and the nightmares are the worst. And the irritability, the tearfulness, the discomfort that comes with living in an area that carries out child abuse and genocide orders without any fear of justice or consequences. The plans where always known and not just to whatever organised the hate and slavery. We aren't scared just very very sad.

Back on the tea after we kicked over our large and last glass of pink that I'd actually even more drinkable than Mateus but is 3.5% stronger.. Not gonna buy more tonight. Got Asda coming tomorrow. With a box. We do remember thinking a box would be cheaper over Xmas but it didn't quite work out. Going to get another bottle is a quite a thing and we rarely do it but pressing the button and putting a wee but more in the glass. That's not really anything.. Told you we needed a drinks table at the bench.. The rest of last weeks and this weeks Amazon orders came today. We have logs and kindling again. The knee brace fits perfect but the hand one is too big. Our hands are quite little. Fairies were struggyling with the PVA but the no more nails stuff doesn't dry clear. Will be complaining to the Garden Fairy Folk Union about the shoddy workpersonship. Looks not bad in the pictures will maybe let them off this time. There is kits of lots of little MDF windows ...

 Third heavy metal fairy arrived today. Shes kinda perfect. Bit mad with rearranging arnt we, espically as some of those planters are quite heavy. It is pretty satisfying when we eventually get that "yep that goes there" feeling. Not so satisfy is that as well a couple of quids worth of teeny tiny editions to Fairy Enclave we have an Amazon basket a selection of medical support braces for us to choose from when the money goes in. Everthing that makes up our right hand and right knee have been particularly bitchy. See that's where the yellow things go. Could spend the cash a hundred times over just on house and garden and hey maybe even move some of the clothes in the save for later pile would get put back in the basket and not removed again. There is a couple vest coming! Not the cut off jeans with the embroidered roses though when and where would we wear them? And we been not too bad at getting the lad medium man sized summer clothes. He is as ...

"Home." It was a clear cool night. We were being overwhelmed by the moon on the water and the rocks, the rhythm of the tide, the fauna and all the smells and all the peace. It was a wonderful place to be and wonderful weed to smoking there. He smiled and reminded me of being younger with the Cheshire Cats. Then he said something beautiful that made us cry a little that we can't, won't ever translate into English. It's been a long time since we smoked something that made us go ohmygod that is so tasty with every puff. Very much needed. Just went to make a cup of tea and ended up tidying up the big border a bit. Don't know what all the big green leaved things are gonna look when they start flowering proper. We pulled out loads of it, its overcrowding everything else. Thinned the cornflowers in a few places to because they are packed and gave some space to the plants we bought and put in this year and anything else we think isn't a weed. A fe...