Inshallah

Ah the peace of a no money Monday evening with something in our tummies, smokes, milk and tea. Prick in shop wouldn't take an old £1 that would of got us bread and milk, we rummaged around mostly in dudes room its quite disgusting in there at the bottom of toy boxes and under the bed but the required 52p was gathered. Thank goodness. Dude fell asleep and school and we told them when they phoned about having messed up the funds and him missing breakfast and she phoned the food bank for us and said we could go down there as we haven't used them before. Its a nightmare to get to though so couldnt happen today. He got his lunch at school and we had macaroni for tea so we are good. There is a little left over and he won't be happy at the portion size but it won't harm him.

We were sitting on the bench searching for super fleas on princess and we heard two blokes greet each other in passing comment on the weather, exchange pleasantries then go their way and one of them made as loud a gob snork he could muster from his smoker tubes. They fully pull everything back and empty their noses through their mouths. Unfortunately the crumbly and the antidepressants are not enough to stop that shit from pissing us off. We long soo much to chase after him and snap him dead but we don't have the energy yet and don't wanna rock dudes wee world over the millionith gobber.

 Its good and seriously something we can mention shit like that after all this time writing and having to side step it to stay alive and keep the blog going. The orders of some of the worst slaver enforcers to deal with, "Yi can write aboot anything cept your that you're Jewish yi whore" Scots. Authorities everywhere across the globe knowing about it forever but always and still working within it and under it. Disgusting.

You hear the women in their gardens taking as loudly as they can to and about the cats, it reminds us when folk came at the door with their bullshit in the first year. A bloke blaming Jess for some shit and she had been with me the whole time. At least once we took the opportunity to raise the issue of Fascism and genocide within the neighbourhood and he scuttled of looking pale. Shona was constsntly trying and being used to try and start shit. Like we said. All exactly as we knew it would go down. We were grateful at times to know what that chap at the door or talk and gobbing in front of dude ourpt and about was about because it reminded us knowing there was gonna be antisemitic abuse and constant bullshiting about me also meant I was not as completely and utterly alone here as we feel.

We may of tried to allude to it or some of it here usually kind of casual kinda mention. Lost of talk of scripts, programming, curropt police and communities using horrific violence to control awful lives and unspeakable deaths but we probs weren't mentioning that it was our Jewishness was always most used publicly out on the street and by the influential abusers  indoors for abuse against me and the lad and for the slavery.

Needs to be worked into the poem, the gobbing.

Don't know what internet access your getting there espically if you need it in braille but hiya hun. Orange is not your only colour.


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