Beach, December rain and Decor
Was expecting more moaning from the lad when we started walking the opposite way from shop but he was mostly cool. When we saw the slide in the little park and the beach itself we knew we had been here before. Big sense of us being okay and cared for at the time. We saw us wave to ourself on the way back up, it was a dry warm summer day where she was and with friends, she’s a happy chatty popular kid. Cold and constant drizzle with me and the lad now. We winked back.
Beach though. Then a shop. Without public transport, without walking for miles. Later on when we were back home we even had some energy left to put up some decor in our room. Not ready for any xmasification, can barely step foot in the livingroom cause thats where we dumped heaps of stuff so we could sort out our room.
Fucking knackered and sore now but thats not suprising. Seeing the news piece about a woman spending all her money to legally get weed imported through a private doc made us kind of us buckle a bit. Especially since it included photos of some medicinal wonderful green. Yep. Here comes the sobs. Took some painkillers. Caught up with pooing and that triggers the ute so needed some physically addictive, pain aggravating pain killers, that sometimes make our mood and emotional state worse pharmaceuticals that dont help the debilitating nightmares in the slightest.
Even in the December rain the beach was amazing though and very glad we went. And oh so glad we moved here, think you us. Its wonderful
. Hopefully us and the big boy will sleep better tonight. I could probs sleep now but then we will wake up later and find the lad is still watching screens and hasn’t been on the shower.
Beach though. Then a shop. Without public transport, without walking for miles. Later on when we were back home we even had some energy left to put up some decor in our room. Not ready for any xmasification, can barely step foot in the livingroom cause thats where we dumped heaps of stuff so we could sort out our room.
Fucking knackered and sore now but thats not suprising. Seeing the news piece about a woman spending all her money to legally get weed imported through a private doc made us kind of us buckle a bit. Especially since it included photos of some medicinal wonderful green. Yep. Here comes the sobs. Took some painkillers. Caught up with pooing and that triggers the ute so needed some physically addictive, pain aggravating pain killers, that sometimes make our mood and emotional state worse pharmaceuticals that dont help the debilitating nightmares in the slightest.
Even in the December rain the beach was amazing though and very glad we went. And oh so glad we moved here, think you us. Its wonderful
. Hopefully us and the big boy will sleep better tonight. I could probs sleep now but then we will wake up later and find the lad is still watching screens and hasn’t been on the shower.
