Solace in Phlox
Havent taken any pics of any of the beds yet. Violas are looking good though. This the wall area though, or at least most of it out side of shot on either side is a bit of a mess..
Not a bad start huh? Only wee’d a little moving that big stone thing by ourself because we couldn’t wait the half hour for Pablo to come back from school but thats okay that’s what the pads are for. Glad we looked at the pic tonight as a parenting incident has us feeling awful.
First we couldn’t find our phone when we were sure it was in the kitchen but we didn’t think much about it, its a phone very easy to absent mindedly pick up and put down again. Pabs was all “I dont have it you can check our drawers if you want.” After a bit of looking around in various rooms he suddenly announces he’s found it in the bathroom. Wierd but not impossible for us but when we unlocked it.. The stuff in search bar on YouTube.. He had been watching YouTube on his computer Gumball episodes. Theres been a couple times we have found strange unpleasantness when we open our phones browser. How did he find this stuff did he just type in random letters to see what came up? There wasnt just one either when we saw the past pages there was something else.
Couldn’t yet any truth or sense out of him about it, its not like we havent told him mummy cant handle much when it comes to sex and media. That we sometimes we have to stop watching shows we quite like because of characters having or talking about sex. Its not like he doesn’t know how to clear the previous screen images either. He went to bed refusing to talk just saying “fine” when we said we had changed the passcode on our phone and that he wouldn’t be allowed to use his computer for a while.
We have of course been busy with garden which makes it even harder to keep up with his talk on all the innocent stuff he is into. There is maybe a bit of attention seeking as well as adolescent curiosity meets uncensored YouTube.. Its the bullshitting to us that we catch him out a fair bit to. Struggling with that, its a normal part of becoming his own person but all we have to turn to is you stupid reader and your not support your just an outlet. Cant really see us managing to talk to someone at the school or someone involved with his ASD pretty sure we would clam up and bury ourself in ourself like Pablo did in his duvet when we tried to talk to him about it.
Didnt think hidden objects was going to help calm us down. So we searched on Amazon for a bargain knowing we really shouldn’t be spending but we found individual phlox for sale for a couple of quid and ordered some muck because we are out and we might be going for a walk with him tomorrow but there wont be the icecream we promised before all this happened. He can use the consoles in the living room if we are ever able to do what he wants ever again. Wont be hard to cut internet access from his bedroom all we need to do is unplug the booster. Started watching call the midwife due to lack of anything else, think he might be joining us.. if we can face more of it. Kinda get sore with all the birth. Its not like they show much blood though so that keeps it nice and unreal.
First we couldn’t find our phone when we were sure it was in the kitchen but we didn’t think much about it, its a phone very easy to absent mindedly pick up and put down again. Pabs was all “I dont have it you can check our drawers if you want.” After a bit of looking around in various rooms he suddenly announces he’s found it in the bathroom. Wierd but not impossible for us but when we unlocked it.. The stuff in search bar on YouTube.. He had been watching YouTube on his computer Gumball episodes. Theres been a couple times we have found strange unpleasantness when we open our phones browser. How did he find this stuff did he just type in random letters to see what came up? There wasnt just one either when we saw the past pages there was something else.
Couldn’t yet any truth or sense out of him about it, its not like we havent told him mummy cant handle much when it comes to sex and media. That we sometimes we have to stop watching shows we quite like because of characters having or talking about sex. Its not like he doesn’t know how to clear the previous screen images either. He went to bed refusing to talk just saying “fine” when we said we had changed the passcode on our phone and that he wouldn’t be allowed to use his computer for a while.
We have of course been busy with garden which makes it even harder to keep up with his talk on all the innocent stuff he is into. There is maybe a bit of attention seeking as well as adolescent curiosity meets uncensored YouTube.. Its the bullshitting to us that we catch him out a fair bit to. Struggling with that, its a normal part of becoming his own person but all we have to turn to is you stupid reader and your not support your just an outlet. Cant really see us managing to talk to someone at the school or someone involved with his ASD pretty sure we would clam up and bury ourself in ourself like Pablo did in his duvet when we tried to talk to him about it.
Didnt think hidden objects was going to help calm us down. So we searched on Amazon for a bargain knowing we really shouldn’t be spending but we found individual phlox for sale for a couple of quid and ordered some muck because we are out and we might be going for a walk with him tomorrow but there wont be the icecream we promised before all this happened. He can use the consoles in the living room if we are ever able to do what he wants ever again. Wont be hard to cut internet access from his bedroom all we need to do is unplug the booster. Started watching call the midwife due to lack of anything else, think he might be joining us.. if we can face more of it. Kinda get sore with all the birth. Its not like they show much blood though so that keeps it nice and unreal.
