Autumn is pretty though..
And we are glad we can appreciate it even if only through the windows, a minute or two in the garden to cool down our fever or during a trip to the shop for more honey and munchies. Bought that Scotty brand chicken and rice soup because we again forgot its seriously nasty because its got tonnes of fucking raw onion in it. Even with our blocked nose and it was inedible. Humus toast later on cheered us up and won't make us quite as crazy farty as the garlic soft cheese on toast yesterday did. The antidepressant is a factor in that a doc said.
It was funny that time we apologised to the rape bots next door for any distress we cause them because of our wind, we've heard the younger female complain about it to the others as she did with Laura to who had much worse lactose intolerence and diet than we do. They asked if we meant it and we said we most sincerely did and they didn't know what to make of it, the uniform there was struggling to keep a straight face. But then the old male ruined it by bringing up the fact they abused wee Tommy (snotface) and had him locked in that fucking shed, he was about two/three at the time. Took a lot of calls, a lot of trying to remember hiarchies and tools' triggers, a lot of threats and actions from us trapped in the flat in Dundee to get someone to get him out of there. The broken old cunt said something about how they were going to "get us for that as well then" we just sighed and went in, leaving the uniform talking about how things were changing and laws might one day be enforced so they shouldn't make direct threats in front of him...
We could be getting incidents mixed up though, an easy and human thing to do.
After the post last night, we looked at fantasy forests and castles on pintrest for a bit, lap that shit up saw pics of that one in Poland with the waterfalls, soo stunning. Wish images of sexualized girls and women could be avoided. Just because xe has pointy ears and wings doesn't mean its not gonna piss us off any less, its not just the way anatomy and scanty clothing is drawn its the alluring, sexually wanton, submissive expressions and as for warriors with most of their skin exposed!!!
Any how we thought fuck it and headed to Rightmove, its been a while. The second property had has in tears. Open plan, mezzanine floors, wood burning stove, patio garden, rural but near a village, rent not that more than here. Only two bedrooms though. Won't going back to Rightmove until we have saved. Got all hopeful and excited about feeling alive and having enough steam so that everything no longer feels impossible. Had a look at some news sites to bring us down again, effective.
Already packing in our head, gonna be ages though not just the deposit and the first month rent we will have to pay a moving company to and there is all the rubbish in the shed here and stuff not worth moving.. Not cheap or easy but hope is hope and if we don't have to do it all in a very short time with no mental health it is possible. Its in our head and heart now, how it will feel to no longer live surrounded by so much socialy compulsory child abuse and slaughter by dehumanised humanoids, to no longer be living on a mass grave, to go on walks and maybe just maybe not being hated because of our genes.
It was funny that time we apologised to the rape bots next door for any distress we cause them because of our wind, we've heard the younger female complain about it to the others as she did with Laura to who had much worse lactose intolerence and diet than we do. They asked if we meant it and we said we most sincerely did and they didn't know what to make of it, the uniform there was struggling to keep a straight face. But then the old male ruined it by bringing up the fact they abused wee Tommy (snotface) and had him locked in that fucking shed, he was about two/three at the time. Took a lot of calls, a lot of trying to remember hiarchies and tools' triggers, a lot of threats and actions from us trapped in the flat in Dundee to get someone to get him out of there. The broken old cunt said something about how they were going to "get us for that as well then" we just sighed and went in, leaving the uniform talking about how things were changing and laws might one day be enforced so they shouldn't make direct threats in front of him...
We could be getting incidents mixed up though, an easy and human thing to do.
After the post last night, we looked at fantasy forests and castles on pintrest for a bit, lap that shit up saw pics of that one in Poland with the waterfalls, soo stunning. Wish images of sexualized girls and women could be avoided. Just because xe has pointy ears and wings doesn't mean its not gonna piss us off any less, its not just the way anatomy and scanty clothing is drawn its the alluring, sexually wanton, submissive expressions and as for warriors with most of their skin exposed!!!
Any how we thought fuck it and headed to Rightmove, its been a while. The second property had has in tears. Open plan, mezzanine floors, wood burning stove, patio garden, rural but near a village, rent not that more than here. Only two bedrooms though. Won't going back to Rightmove until we have saved. Got all hopeful and excited about feeling alive and having enough steam so that everything no longer feels impossible. Had a look at some news sites to bring us down again, effective.
Already packing in our head, gonna be ages though not just the deposit and the first month rent we will have to pay a moving company to and there is all the rubbish in the shed here and stuff not worth moving.. Not cheap or easy but hope is hope and if we don't have to do it all in a very short time with no mental health it is possible. Its in our head and heart now, how it will feel to no longer live surrounded by so much socialy compulsory child abuse and slaughter by dehumanised humanoids, to no longer be living on a mass grave, to go on walks and maybe just maybe not being hated because of our genes.
