Small Developments

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In our fairy garden that is. No where else as far as we know. Which is of course, no surprise, what we knew would happen even though so much more is possible, even though so much more is needed and necessary.. 


Our fairies love colour.. Were not sure about the resin flower boxes with "happy" on them and considered painting over it. Think Happy would be glad we didn't though. Got lots of bits and pieces coming. Lots of tiny things and dry flowers come from China though so it takes a while, string and more decorative buttons to make fairy bunting, some gem stone key rings to.

We found the glue as soon as we ordered more. Not so sure if Dude's new Pokemon T-shirt will show up though. We have had a good search but his room is a bit of a mess so maybe it is there. Its not in the washing basket or down the sofas. We have a creepy sense of seeing it on the line and then seeing it wasn't there a while later. Hope it's just the locale related paranoia and triggers and it wasn't nicked or wasn't nicked to put on a kid to torture them until they dissociate and then tell them they are Pabs, or put on someone and get them to rape someone and make out the rapist was Pabs.  Pabs hasn't had the T-shirt long though so it isn't particularly associated with him and its a large adult size coz it's his and hes giant. Its the sort of shit that the neighbours used to be involved in lots and still will be. It also could be behind the tumble drier or bunched up in a corner in his room and I just haven't found it yet. 

Sometimes I hear the old guy in particular attempting to sneak about when we are down the bottem of the garden, dont know what hes doing, taking pics maybe, dont care, we just ignore it. Would be a different if we caught any of them actually in our garden. Not sure what we would do but we couldn't ignore it but we really don't want to touch them even if was to end them. Maybe we could make use of our cast iron fairies. I'm sure they wouldn't mind considering the circumstances. Can we please live somewhere else..  ASAP.. 

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Got glow in the dark paint coming for the windows. Think we will paint some with the new acrylics we got to make stained glass. Could we make little mini curtains or teeny tiny vases out of clay paint them and glue them on.. Or just use the acrylics with clear nail polish on top.



Was gonna glue the little flower pot to the wooden window shelf but its too big. Will maybe try and make something tiny for it with the clay and dried flowers. The lavender maybe, should probably order those little finger tip protectors. Very gluey fingers. Some artificial flowers coming to. See we don't need cannabis to be creative! It just helps, really really helps.


The first of those little flower boxes is looking pretty shabby but we just used PVA for weather protection. Hoping the varnish will help this one last longer. 

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