fever as well as fleas..
So apparently stuffing your face with greasy food at half eight at night after eating nothing all day makes one a little queasy.. Plenty left for small hours feasting, decent sauces from that place to and its always nice to hear the delivery person being friendly to Pabs, espically after some little cunt was swearing at him and I think left a "your dead" voicemail message, fucking fortnite, fucking awful shell children. Told Pabs if he doesn't block little shits faster we will ban him from it. His cool pal was round today as well though, we were really glad espically as we are so particularly useless for him at the moment. The loud and triggery one wasn't. He obviously hadn't had his meds yesterday when he came round and stayed for hours and hours as he usually does, has crazy manic laugh when he's particularly hyper. When started messing with the cool pal and driving Pabs nuts we said it was time to go. He said he something about slapping us in the face. Charming.
The lasange got made yesterday, we added stuff to the Dolmio kit and it ended up a bit too rich and salty but still, promise fullfilled and lessons learned. Unbelievably knackered afterwards what with the wine to and today our hand hurts. Desperately need to do some hoovering and floor cleaning because the fucking fleas are out of control again. Haven't managed today, hopefully tomorrow. Used powder and front line a few days after on Jess but she still scratches like crazy. Wasn't so much dirt where she was sleeping though.
Feeling particularly shitty today, not just the virsus but seriously depressed. Not sleeping at all during the night so we are getting our horrible isolation hopeless dreams during the day. Even when the content isn't particularly awful they still leave us feeling grubby, desperate and alien to ourself.
Been cheering myself with the look on his face and the giggle that came with him experiencing weightlessness when he was two. One of the fascist space bots said something about not approving of him being there and we said something about him learning to do science on by himself then we wouldn't have to. We went up there to destroy the place and its inhabitants, "they will get the next ship back hun" crashing the transporter was harder but there was no intention of paying us or ending the enslavement in any way so we had to. Damn shame she was a beautiful magnificent machine, couldn't leave that in the hands of slavers and fascist bots and we knew we wouldn't be able to get back to her.
Back in his cot bed in Skene he woke up and started stretching up and jumping wanting to fly again. We picked up a teddy and demonstrated gravity and said way up high there wasn't enough gravity, picked up the teddy and showed it spinning. He shouted something about wanting no gravity again, we agreed. He was babbling to Margo and others for days about it all. Laura was the only one who knew it wasn't a dream or his imagination. We were so glad she was there at the time for him, me and for herself. Seeing that look toddlers eyes.. Wondrous.
Is the Siberian base really gone? Or are we just picking up messages from the Siberian base so we will think it is? Massively important, always a huge priority and not something we could leave to hope, espically since we have had none of that for a very long time. Not much chance of us living when it still exists. They will be struggling without amazing brains trapped in broken bodies and destroyed minds though. Lots of local anniversaries going on in a very Satanic scipted area so we don't expect any immediate changes for us here. :-(
It sucks, really really sucks. We wouldn't of been able to just give up after setting up for that base to be dealt decades in the future from the ninities when everything and everyone on this planet that was unsatanic and not programmed to crush us was destroyed, really, really wanted to though we were so fucking exhausted.
Gotta go hassle the pubescent into the shower..
The lasange got made yesterday, we added stuff to the Dolmio kit and it ended up a bit too rich and salty but still, promise fullfilled and lessons learned. Unbelievably knackered afterwards what with the wine to and today our hand hurts. Desperately need to do some hoovering and floor cleaning because the fucking fleas are out of control again. Haven't managed today, hopefully tomorrow. Used powder and front line a few days after on Jess but she still scratches like crazy. Wasn't so much dirt where she was sleeping though.
Feeling particularly shitty today, not just the virsus but seriously depressed. Not sleeping at all during the night so we are getting our horrible isolation hopeless dreams during the day. Even when the content isn't particularly awful they still leave us feeling grubby, desperate and alien to ourself.
Been cheering myself with the look on his face and the giggle that came with him experiencing weightlessness when he was two. One of the fascist space bots said something about not approving of him being there and we said something about him learning to do science on by himself then we wouldn't have to. We went up there to destroy the place and its inhabitants, "they will get the next ship back hun" crashing the transporter was harder but there was no intention of paying us or ending the enslavement in any way so we had to. Damn shame she was a beautiful magnificent machine, couldn't leave that in the hands of slavers and fascist bots and we knew we wouldn't be able to get back to her.
Back in his cot bed in Skene he woke up and started stretching up and jumping wanting to fly again. We picked up a teddy and demonstrated gravity and said way up high there wasn't enough gravity, picked up the teddy and showed it spinning. He shouted something about wanting no gravity again, we agreed. He was babbling to Margo and others for days about it all. Laura was the only one who knew it wasn't a dream or his imagination. We were so glad she was there at the time for him, me and for herself. Seeing that look toddlers eyes.. Wondrous.
Is the Siberian base really gone? Or are we just picking up messages from the Siberian base so we will think it is? Massively important, always a huge priority and not something we could leave to hope, espically since we have had none of that for a very long time. Not much chance of us living when it still exists. They will be struggling without amazing brains trapped in broken bodies and destroyed minds though. Lots of local anniversaries going on in a very Satanic scipted area so we don't expect any immediate changes for us here. :-(
It sucks, really really sucks. We wouldn't of been able to just give up after setting up for that base to be dealt decades in the future from the ninities when everything and everyone on this planet that was unsatanic and not programmed to crush us was destroyed, really, really wanted to though we were so fucking exhausted.
Gotta go hassle the pubescent into the shower..
