Little Jew Girl Blues
Can't bloody do it. We texted and number that might not be in use anymore anyway but Chris was always awful at responding to texts. There's isn't any real change so what's the point? Don't know if we can make the meeting tomorrow anyway the coughing and the fever on top of our normal constant fever means we have no chance of much sleep. It's such an obvious set up that has been too often discussed and us told to do too often. Existing systems will not help us, weve studied them to well to ever be able to forget that.
The meeting to discuss getting back Pablo keeps coming to mind, how much Chris was just seemed to be a totally different bloke from one time to the next. Talking about people that had contacted him in support of me but who haven't contacted us to offer support. Think we might of said at the time it was all too good to be true and that we would need to see real results before we believed any on if it. The moment we knew it was crap was when Chris said Pabs had talked to him a good bit and had told him his other name. They were trying to get us to share it so it could be shared with all the horror bots around here amongst others and use it to hurt, trigger and manipulate Pabs who couldn't of told Chris it even if he wanted to.
The only stuff that has happened has been stuff we worked relentless hard for like getting Sonny away from the Todd's and then Niall's nephew, stopping Sonny from being put with West's next door to be murdered or worse while we made desperate attempts to get him out and heal some damage, just for them to use tech and horror to force him out of our arms as happpened in Skene and Dundee, pointlessly made calls, recorded evidence and wrote about it.. stuff we had to do even though we knew we were being watched and as soon as we got close to getting him home they would shut us down, it took years, were arranged years in advance and Sonny was still with them for years. The only way we could get him any safety and care was by working with existing programming and networks which gave parts of us that only vaguely knew how bad things are a very clear picture of everything. The only confirmation we get off any of it as actually happened was from Niall himself or during ops and that is just confirmation of no change in attitudes to and practices of slavery.
No one has been held accountable. People who could and should be serving multiple life sentences because there is no shortage of evidence, for child murder and many other horrific acts are still the legal guardians of children, have careers with constant access to children, have as much or as little access to their own kids as suits them or their handlers, are still leaders of nation states, still have fabulous careers or as much support as what's left of the NHS and other state services can provide.
Hate you paedobritain, hate you paedoplanet.
Hate you Paul Simon. "Daddy I will never talk you again because you murdered my Daddy." We hadnt been speaking to him much before that he rejected empiricism and prefered the much easier to work with the angebot with programming obtained by torturing us and anyone who cared or knew us. Except that time in Fintry when we did talk ditectly to him and that was to list my mother's injuries to feds it was the only way I could communicate with.
There is no point wishing we could do what we could do when Sonny and our life depended on it. Espically as they dont have much or maybe even any of the shit that shut us down before. But we are. I'm sorry honey and I'm still hoping it just we can't get our brain and body to work right so we can go get you and then the three of us can fuck off to somewhere lovely where they can't find us. People have promised help and we are and will keep saving.
Wonder if the rabbit's friends can still nuke us? Kinda seems like the only solution at the moment.
Asda delivery today though. Baked potatoes in the oven but you can start the count down any time you like. We've made our peace with the land, the wild life and the pets. They have only ever wanted it to hurry up anyways because all the suffering hurts them too.
Where are you friendly bombs?
The meeting to discuss getting back Pablo keeps coming to mind, how much Chris was just seemed to be a totally different bloke from one time to the next. Talking about people that had contacted him in support of me but who haven't contacted us to offer support. Think we might of said at the time it was all too good to be true and that we would need to see real results before we believed any on if it. The moment we knew it was crap was when Chris said Pabs had talked to him a good bit and had told him his other name. They were trying to get us to share it so it could be shared with all the horror bots around here amongst others and use it to hurt, trigger and manipulate Pabs who couldn't of told Chris it even if he wanted to.
The only stuff that has happened has been stuff we worked relentless hard for like getting Sonny away from the Todd's and then Niall's nephew, stopping Sonny from being put with West's next door to be murdered or worse while we made desperate attempts to get him out and heal some damage, just for them to use tech and horror to force him out of our arms as happpened in Skene and Dundee, pointlessly made calls, recorded evidence and wrote about it.. stuff we had to do even though we knew we were being watched and as soon as we got close to getting him home they would shut us down, it took years, were arranged years in advance and Sonny was still with them for years. The only way we could get him any safety and care was by working with existing programming and networks which gave parts of us that only vaguely knew how bad things are a very clear picture of everything. The only confirmation we get off any of it as actually happened was from Niall himself or during ops and that is just confirmation of no change in attitudes to and practices of slavery.
No one has been held accountable. People who could and should be serving multiple life sentences because there is no shortage of evidence, for child murder and many other horrific acts are still the legal guardians of children, have careers with constant access to children, have as much or as little access to their own kids as suits them or their handlers, are still leaders of nation states, still have fabulous careers or as much support as what's left of the NHS and other state services can provide.
Hate you paedobritain, hate you paedoplanet.
Hate you Paul Simon. "Daddy I will never talk you again because you murdered my Daddy." We hadnt been speaking to him much before that he rejected empiricism and prefered the much easier to work with the angebot with programming obtained by torturing us and anyone who cared or knew us. Except that time in Fintry when we did talk ditectly to him and that was to list my mother's injuries to feds it was the only way I could communicate with.
There is no point wishing we could do what we could do when Sonny and our life depended on it. Espically as they dont have much or maybe even any of the shit that shut us down before. But we are. I'm sorry honey and I'm still hoping it just we can't get our brain and body to work right so we can go get you and then the three of us can fuck off to somewhere lovely where they can't find us. People have promised help and we are and will keep saving.
Wonder if the rabbit's friends can still nuke us? Kinda seems like the only solution at the moment.
Asda delivery today though. Baked potatoes in the oven but you can start the count down any time you like. We've made our peace with the land, the wild life and the pets. They have only ever wanted it to hurry up anyways because all the suffering hurts them too.
Where are you friendly bombs?
