Fuck You Earth.

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Soo pretty


Think that msm news check will be enough forever. Slavers involved in disregard for human rights shocker. All the big news orgs were handed all kind of evidence and proof of what the Trumps and co are and the extreme curroptions, crimes against humanity, "anti American activities" against US citizens and loads others by aspects of the FBI, CIA, local police, judges, congress ect by us and others. Decades ago and shortly before before the Scots American worst and dumbest that supremist West can produce confirmed he was even standing. They all just look even more ridiculous and irrelevant now to us anyone who knows anything. We will keep in more mind the next time we are bored and triggered into wanting to check the news, MSNBC and there half assed pretence at caring about children being harmed by the administration while fully enabling and normalising and ignoring vast amounts of it.  They are all empirically Fascist in origins and ongoing procedures. The withholding of the truth of the genocide and the programming and the attempts by others from other sytems to stop it or protect people here and stop the blitzkrieg spread of it from destroying them to isn't something that people in other systems don't know about or don't care about like people here.

Shitty night for dreams again. They can still hurt us there. We found the right sources to help but dont know if it will make a difference in time. They seem so vivid so strong with no one in them who isnt awful.

Taking it easy today. Coz of the shitty dreams and the little bit of bleeding and the corresponding nasty level of pain. Got dude to water the garden, bought beer, dragged the spare duvet outside, took some pain killers. Pooped twice since last nights post though so its fine! And the physical pain is certainly there not just the oblivion longing loneliness.

Weather warnings for the South.. How awful for them.



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