I will get out.

Its just coming up to have past five and we are already inside, showered to wash off the sunbathing and anxiety dream sweat with the lap top bed table out and a cup of tea while half a tin of cider goes flat in the fridge. Not just cause its gone hazy and cooler. Its our mood. The need to cry comes over us every few minutes like contractions. Looks like we will continue to be cannabis less for a while to coz the boy just texted to say he's avoiding his house because of warrents. Hello you brainless fascist raping murdering genocidal child torturing meat puppets. Sorry but we will go without rather than have anything more to do with any of your girls. And yes despite being told not to we have painted the fence pink. As we have repeatedly stated the forces that forced us to pretend you have power over us are not a thing anymore but you can all keep waiting for instructions I'm sure some wealthier fascists in another country will come up with work for you all soon enough.

No money for strawbs but could get some brand new Jersey royal baby potatoes and salad very delicious. Birds were back in the garden today. Loads of them. We got some photos will look at them later. And we did move that one ivy and washed a few dishes and put some loads of washing outside to dry but not much else. It just hurts being here too much. Can't wait to be elsewhere with humane humanoids or humane non humanoids we're not fussy we just want some help with all the slavers, the genocide memories and preprogrammed people shaped hate machines.