hate migraines
Did read some complaints in the reviews of the sleep aid food supplement about people getting headaches after taking it and we have been warned about magnesium. Best absorbed through the skin that way you only get what you need. Was awful of course for hours but didn't lead to the full on voming. Second time we have had one after flea powdering a cat although we do wear a mask because of our crappy lungs. All achey, exhausted and of course weepy and longing for a carer/parent now though. Been a while since we have felt quite so homeless while in a home we only share with our son.
Goddam Oasis/Gallaghers in our dreams again, still didnt get us back in the tank oven thing, partly because me and sisters took those fucking things apart in the 90s. It was quite theraputic. Some track we can't remember played and that "I hear you loud and clear" one as well I think it was recorded but never released. Can't remember much about it beyond that line in the chorus and a line about subway stations that triggers British and American authorites and agents sponsoring terrorism all over, and that triggers us and other victims attempts to give information about attacks before they happen sometimes because we were forced to, sometimes because we thought it was the right thing to do and being ignored, told there is nothing that can be done or worse. Some agents murdered girls under the excuse that they were involved in terrorist activities when it was of course the agents themselves. Maybe Louise was one of them. We can't remember how she died. I think she saw the look in us when she asked for euthanasia. All it would take to die in the shit we are in is to just not fight quite so hard for one day.
"You hate the British."
"True but how the fuck does blowing up commuters help us? All that does is empower the Fascists in charge. You lot though. You get more powers when random chumps get blown up."
Hard to escape the knowledge and experience of the exceptional evil that is Western hegemony and the apparatuses that enforce it.
Noticed the deaths of a few eighties entertainment horror stories. Reminded us about asking Elaine to check if one of Chaz and Dave had died because we couldn't bring ourself to do it. Was gutted when we realised it was years in the future, that the hopelessness of human programming and predeterminism continues. Also noted a white police man who murdered a black kid was charged with murder. There will be many unhappy about that, not us though. Words like 'to little to late' just seem so redundant.
Saw the interpol dude went missing in China to.
Pabs forced me to watch Anthony on an ad to see it was him. We don't hate you. Good to see you are not straighting you hair so much. Fairly been all over the place over you recently. We did not have sex. That would be incest. We don't do incest that's the Fascists but the trauma related amnesia has been very thick and too dangerous to get beyond. Hope it's starting to settle now though and if we are right then we mean it, sing, sing all the fucking time and fuck it maybe contact isnt as impossible as it has always been. Either way hearing you makes us less lonely.
Goddam Oasis/Gallaghers in our dreams again, still didnt get us back in the tank oven thing, partly because me and sisters took those fucking things apart in the 90s. It was quite theraputic. Some track we can't remember played and that "I hear you loud and clear" one as well I think it was recorded but never released. Can't remember much about it beyond that line in the chorus and a line about subway stations that triggers British and American authorites and agents sponsoring terrorism all over, and that triggers us and other victims attempts to give information about attacks before they happen sometimes because we were forced to, sometimes because we thought it was the right thing to do and being ignored, told there is nothing that can be done or worse. Some agents murdered girls under the excuse that they were involved in terrorist activities when it was of course the agents themselves. Maybe Louise was one of them. We can't remember how she died. I think she saw the look in us when she asked for euthanasia. All it would take to die in the shit we are in is to just not fight quite so hard for one day.
"You hate the British."
"True but how the fuck does blowing up commuters help us? All that does is empower the Fascists in charge. You lot though. You get more powers when random chumps get blown up."
Hard to escape the knowledge and experience of the exceptional evil that is Western hegemony and the apparatuses that enforce it.
Noticed the deaths of a few eighties entertainment horror stories. Reminded us about asking Elaine to check if one of Chaz and Dave had died because we couldn't bring ourself to do it. Was gutted when we realised it was years in the future, that the hopelessness of human programming and predeterminism continues. Also noted a white police man who murdered a black kid was charged with murder. There will be many unhappy about that, not us though. Words like 'to little to late' just seem so redundant.
Saw the interpol dude went missing in China to.
Pabs forced me to watch Anthony on an ad to see it was him. We don't hate you. Good to see you are not straighting you hair so much. Fairly been all over the place over you recently. We did not have sex. That would be incest. We don't do incest that's the Fascists but the trauma related amnesia has been very thick and too dangerous to get beyond. Hope it's starting to settle now though and if we are right then we mean it, sing, sing all the fucking time and fuck it maybe contact isnt as impossible as it has always been. Either way hearing you makes us less lonely.
