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Got a lot of hate for which ever scum bag neighbour stole the extra wheely bin the council gave us to help us deal with all Laura's stuff. Probably the cunt who came round with others giving heaps of attitude and saying it was his bin when we had had it for months. Bet the bastard has a fucking car and if he doesn't will certainly know heaps of people who do. Might try asking the council for another and will be putting the house number on it this time. Man I can't wait to be away from so many shitty nasty evil and petty protected scumbags. Its going to be heartbreakingly exhausting in the mean time though. Gonna be a long time before we are away from the constant edge of tears state. Made a docs appointment but its for the week after next.. Don't know what the landlords people are gonna say about all the stuff we can't shift but its not like we got the keys to an empty clean nice smelling house. Far from it. Gonna need the deposit. Badly.

Our phone has been found and we might as well try and arrange another viewing or two for when we go get it. Need my tuneage. Need a home. Need a skip. Need friends. Need hugs. Need meds. Need a state not centered on enslavement and violence and pretending it has compassion and civility. Need money. Need Sonny. Need a little less incessant injustice. Need transport. Need representation. Need our own ID..