August 16, 2017

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Today.. 0% chance of rain. Fabulous. Bit too cloudy to sit out too much though and we are into phone games again now that we have a functioning touch screen.

It's soo nice when it's nice to be.

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It's. A lot like that today to. And we have weed. And it's the tenth.. (we wrote death there). Didn't actually noticed until we said it was on the tenth our sister died and after that checked the date. We've been all over lots of our self recently without it being overwhelming. We are grounded in a family who loves us and will see again and we are not fighting for physicial safety for ourself and as many little kids as possible like we always have been.

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Margo said if Laura lived she would of fought harder. Laura said the same. "How's your Mum?" The  G.P. asked.. still dying me replied..she was surprised we knew.. We said we knew because we had spoke to her and she had never souded so carefree and relaxed before. And that we were worried about who would take care of Pabs when we were in Stratheden. She talked a little like it was an option before Margo died.

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Some fucked up part of someone got Margo to admit she would be fighting harder if Laura was. Likewise Laura and her life and Margo. We knew it was translated into Russian with one or no steps or rings in-between. And that for us and what we where and what we needed to do to survive everyone everywhere was lethal.

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