Friday

Can see our window now and found out the hot bath tap has a blue circle and cold has a red.. Really loving it still and not just cause we think we should but genuinely feeling at home and glad to be where we are. Haven't had any abuse either, actually one of the neighbours gave me a lighter coz we couldn't find any that worked independently. Never made the school meeting today, one of those over ambitious appointments. Its Friday, the last day in November. We fucking made it Daddy. Brought way too much furniture and decor but we are here and glad, and not just focusing on things that should be positive but arent because there is so much active and committed hate surrounding us.

Wrapped his playmobile advent calendar, saw how many Xmas presents were in the box and was so glad we made a good start. Local not wee shop sells micro pasta very handy until we can get a cooker, still no word on the deposit. The landlord was a grippy bastard who seemed to have no concept of life without privilege, cash and support networks. He did say he would take all the circumstances into consideration though. We gave 280 to house clearance and 380 to removals and did as best we could. Expecting us to redecorate and empty and clean the place with out help or much funds while ill/disabled is seriously unreasonable.

Bought wine to tonight. Glad we did to. Next week we gotta make a start on finding out what will happen with the universal credit. Don't want to do a thing until after the DLA is in though. We need proper meals and that requires an actual cooker. And energy that hasn't been used up moving big heavy furniture around and cash that hasn't gone to clearance, rent, removals and the deposit or weed that is twice as expensive as it should be.

We will get there. Will be able to put up Xmas decor and put on our winterfest Spotify list. Lovely.

Miss you, need you, good luck.

Rosie
Xxx


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